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32 In Faith/ Glimpses

What To Do When You’re Feeling SAD // Glimpses Link Up

The days have been dark and dreary here. It’s been cold, raining non stop and the sun hasn’t risen where I can feel the warmth of it’s rays on my skin. Living in California, I feel somewhat guilty complaining because I know so many who are struggling through a harsh and devastating winter season. But the reason I dislike Winter so much isn’t so much about the weather, but rather how Winter makes me feel.

The days are long and sleep eludes me. I’m on edge and can’t seem to clear my head. I fear I may cry at any given moment, for no apparent reason, and I’d much rather stay in bed all day. Lately, I’ve been struggling with what is commonly known as SAD (Seasonal Affective Disorder).

Seasonal affective disorder (SAD) is a type of depression that’s related to changes in seasons — SAD begins and ends at about the same times every year. If you’re like most people with SAD, your symptoms start in the fall and continue into the winter months, sapping your energy and making you feel moody.

I didn’t use to pay any attention to the seasons and how their changes affect my mood. But I’m learning to identify some of my seasons of depression and mood swings due to the height of the Winter season. I don’t like feeling this way. I tell myself every day that “this is the day that the Lord has made” and that I should rejoice and be glad in it. I have to constantly remind myself that He is good and that this too shall pass.

So, what does one do when they are stricken with SAD?

Treatment for SAD may include light therapy (phototherapy), psychotherapy
and medications.

While I have been able to remain medication free for a number of years, and while my friends and family are as much psychotherapy that I feel safe allowing into my life, what is most lacking on these dark days is the light. It’s not because the light isn’t there and I don’t know how to access it, but because it seems to take all of my strength and energy to lift my hands and turn on the light. If I am to overcome the darkness in my life, I must allow the light in.

If I am to overcome the darkness in my life, I must allow the light in. #glimpsesofhisbeauty Click To Tweet

It’s in the light where depression realizes it has no place and has to flee.  
It’s in the light where I can once again see the beauty that God has given to me.
It’s in the light where I realize my worth and value and begin to pursue my destiny.

Tomorrow I will wake up and turn the light on. I will grab my Bible and my reading plan and meet with God, no matter how hard it is to get out of bed. His light is essential to allowing me to see the beauty He’s given to me in the midst of a dark season.

And now I continue to list the beauty that I’m finding in my every day life.

Glimpses #281-290

281. Taking 5 bags of unnecessary stuff to the donation station.
282. A “just because” note from someone I love.
283. His word is a lamp unto my feet, a light unto my path.
284. The light shines in the darkness and the darkness has not overcome it.
285. More eBay sales to help financially this month.
286. The heater that keeps our house warm on cold days/nights.
287. Starbucks Toasted Butterscotch Latte – Yummy!
288. A BOGO burger date with my teen girl.
289. New online homeschool friends to encourage me in this season.
290. Free homeschool resources in exchange for reviews. Thank you Jesus!

Do you suffer from SAD? What do you do to let the light in when darkness is looming?

Blooming lavender in a field at sunset in Provence, FranceIt is time to share the glimpses of beauty found this week.
Words written, gratitude given, photos taken, things created — anything that reflects the beauty of God revealed in your ordinary life.
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26 In Glimpses/ One Word 2017

Committed to His Word // Glimpses Link Up

We are on Day 16 of our chronological read of The Message Bible. Having just finished reading Job, I have a lot of thoughts swirling around in my head but they are hard to get out into words.

I have struggled in my reading, even 16 days in. Not so much the getting up to read part, although I’ve missed a day here and there. I struggle with the “sinking in deep” part. Sometimes (most of the time) when I read it’s as if I’m just going through the motions and I’m reminded once again that over the last few years my heart and mind have been somewhat disconnected from the deeper study of God’s Word. Sure I read scripture every day — on my flip calendar, through blogs, in the emails I receive that I subscribe to. In a way, I’ve allowed myself to live on the words of others. I’ve opened up blogs and emails and nodded the affirmative “AMEN” as I’ve read, but I’ve been neglecting the Secret Place.

I love God…with all of my heart, but my heart has been so removed from the deeper things in this season. I go from day to day, doing the same things over and over again and I’ve settled into a comfortable routine. I’m lacking the fire that once burned in my heart. I’m lacking the passion for His presence and the hunger for His Word that was once so evident.  But someone reminded me just the other day that it’s still there — the fire, the passion and the hunger. It’s not that it’s missing from my life altogether, but it’s been diminished by seemingly overwhelming weights of disappointment.

What I am realizing as I set out this year to commit all things to God is that my heart is still hurting, in so many ways. There are so many places of disappointment, so many things I do not understand, so many “why Gods”.  Even though I know it’s normal to ask these questions, I’ve allowed my guilt and shame in the asking to overshadow a God who is very present in my life who wants to teach me how to live in abundance, even in my lack.

God wants to teach me how to live in abundance, even in my lack. #glimpsesofhisbeauty Click To Tweet

This committing, it’s been hard. But I’m not going to stop. I’m going to keep pushing ahead. I may get knocked back a step or two, but I’m going to keep getting up. I know God has given me this Word, because it’s not so much about committing to Him, to His Word, to my home and to health — but it’s about realizing that He’s committed to me. He’s with me in my messy, unordered life and He’s with me in my uncommitted ways.

God is committed to me, despite my messy, unordered life. #glimpsesofhisbeauty Click To Tweet

This week we pick back up again in Genesis and I am truly grateful that God has me on this journey through His Word.

And now I continue to list the beauty that I’m finding in my every day life.

Glimpses #271-280

271. Green hills after an abundance of rain over the last week.
272. His grace is enough!
273. Reminders that He’s committed to me, despite my faults.
274. Peace at work despite a very busy season.
275. More blog design work.
276. Homeschool successes.
277. “Let the morning bring me word of Your unfailing love.”
278. Warm chocolate chip cookies.
279. My blog tech, Merri Dennis, who keeps my blog running.
280. How He reminds me of His presence when I’m longing to be known.

What lessons are you learning this week? How can I pray for you?

Blooming lavender in a field at sunset in Provence, FranceIt is time to share the glimpses of beauty found this week.
Words written, gratitude given, photos taken, things created — anything that reflects the beauty of God revealed in your ordinary life.
1. Grab the button to place in your post, or simply link back here.
2. Link up with the post permalink, and not just your blog url.
3. Visit and encourage others who link up. We need each other!
4. Share about the link up on Facebook, Instagram or Twitter.
5. Use the hashtag #glimpsesofhisbeauty so that we can find each other’s posts.

 

38 In Glimpses/ One Word 2017

When You Wane In Your Commitment // Glimpses Link Up

It’s Sunday night and I’m thoroughly exhausted. I’ve been on the go all day until about 8:30PM. We had our last Christmas celebration with family and after church I had errands to run, food to make and a house to clean. The Plantar Fasciitis in my left heel is unbearable. I’m thankful for some time to sit, to connect, to read, and just write a little bit.

When my OneWord focus came to me near the end of December, I new it was going to be a challenge. After all, when you have a word like “Commit” and you falter just a little bit, the enemy has a field day.

January 1st came and I was so full of energy. I got up early to read the first day in my chronological journey of The Message Bible, and got my Declutter 365 off to a great start.

January 2nd was a good day. I was on track with my reading and stayed on target with my 15 minute decluttering missions.

January 3rd found me exhausted and really having to push through to get up early to read. There was no decluttering on that day.

January 4th and 5th were hard….just plain hard. I read, but my mind wasn’t absorbing the material. Declutter? No, I was too tired.

After those days, I completely waned in my commitments. I was spent, out of energy and just plain uncommitted.

I allowed the enemy to beat me up for a day or so and then I turned to my friends in the Facebook group I created to read chronologically though the Message. They embraced me, faults and all, and helped me to realize that this is not a race. There are going to be days where I may not feel as though I’m doing anything that I’m supposed to be doing. It may be mechanical, this daily reading. The decluttering may be overwhelming, but I have to keep going. Because when you commit to something, it doesn’t mean things will go perfectly.

When you commit to something it doesn't mean that things will go perfectly. #glimpsesofhisbeauty Click To Tweet

I believe commitment is an attitude of the heart. And sometimes our heart can still long for something even though our mind and actions don’t yet follow. I was so afraid to take on this word for the year because I am so hard on myself when I perform less than perfectly. But it doesn’t mean that I’m not committed. This life is not about performance. It’s a journey.

This life is not about performance. It's a journey. #glimpsesofhisbeauty Click To Tweet

In marriage, we struggle to agree, to put the other first, but we are still committed.
In child rearing, we are stretched and often feel unqualified, but we are still committed.

In life, we are often thrown off path, but we are still committed to finish the race.

I may get knocked down,
but commitment causes me to rise back up again out of the ashes.
I may get discouraged,
but commitment causes me to reach down deep for the light of His hope.
I may get lazy in attitude,
but commitment stirs my heart to repentance and helps me begin again.

So today, on January 9th, I’m beginning again. My word this year is COMMIT and I am taking two steps forward, after having taken several back, and allowing Him to guide me back to the commitments I made just one weak ago.

And now I continue to list the beauty that I’m finding in my every day life.

Glimpses #261-270

261. New Year’s movie night with my husband and son.
262. Sleeping in on New Year’s Day.
263. Setting up sell and donate stations for my Declutter365
264. Getting started on homeschool planning for 2nd semester
265. Enjoying a new way to read the Word of God via The Message Bible
266. He dances over me with joy!
267. $2 movie tickets. Thank you T-Mobile Tuesdays!
268. A dentist willing to allow payments for my root canal (not fun!)
269. He is captivated by just one glance of my eye.
270. The wonder of how joy and heartache can co-exit.

Blooming lavender in a field at sunset in Provence, FranceIt is time to share the glimpses of beauty found this week.
Words written, gratitude given, photos taken, things created — anything that reflects the beauty of God revealed in your ordinary life.
1. Grab the button to place in your post, or simply link back here.
2. Link up with the post permalink, and not just your blog url.
3. Visit and encourage others who link up. We need each other!
4. Share about the link up on Facebook, Instagram or Twitter.
5. Use the hashtag #glimpsesofhisbeauty so that we can find each other’s posts.

 

28 In Glimpses/ One Word 2017

Heart, Home & Health // Glimpses Link Up

Happy New Years my beautiful friends!

Even though I am thankful that 2016 is behind me, I wouldn’t be the person I am today without having the experiences and the challenges that I did last year. I have grown in my reliance on the Lord in difficult situations as I continually lay my desires at His feet, trusting Him in all situations. Despite hardship, I recognize that God has been good to me.

Despite hardship, I recognize that God has been good to me. #glimpsesofhisbeauty Click To Tweet

Although I do not make resolutions, I am setting a few goals for myself this year. For 2017, God has called me to commit all areas of my life to Him. You can read about my One Word choice and how it found me here.

Today, God has been revealing in greater detail three distinct areas He’s called me to focus on this year.

In order to commit my heart fully to God, I must engage myself in daily reading of His Word and prayer. I was not always on target with this last year. Matter of fact, I would allow days to go by at a time before allowing the Holy Spirit to bring fresh revelation from His Word.

In order to help me accomplish this, I will be committing to read chronologically through the Message Bible this year. I have never read The Message Bible, and already on day one, my heart is coming alive as I am reading. This is helping me to naturally flow into prayer and thanksgiving.

If you’d like to join me, I have a Facebook group for those reading chronologically through The Message this year. Click the image below to request to join the group.

In order to commit my home fully to God, I must give greater time and attention to my family, and gain control over the mess in my home. I can tend to be a little selfish with my time. It’s hard working full time, homeschooling and trying to run a blog. But my family comes first next to God, so I must schedule my time better in order to give them the time and attention they deserve.

One thing I am doing to gain control over my mess is by participating in the Declutter 365: A Year of 15 Minute Decluttering Missions. I just started today by preparing my sale and donation bins, and already they are both almost half full. Each day I will do a 15 minute task to declutter an area in my home. I can’t wait to see what I accomplish!

In order to commit my health fully to God, I must begin to eat better, exercise and get more sleep. This is an ongoing area of struggle for me, but I am going to really try to focus on eating healthy and nutritional foods, walking and going to bed a little earlier (which is so hard since I’m such a night owl).

One thing I am doing to help me in this area is by trying to incorporate more whole foods into my diet, abstaining from processed sugar and drinking more water.

If I can stay on track with these goals, I will have a full heart, a peaceful home and restored health in 2017.

And now I continue to list the beauty that I’m finding in my every day life.

Glimpses #251-260

251. Lighter days at work so I can clean and organize my desk.
252. Fun and laughter with co-workers.
253. God giving me a job that I honestly love.
254. A monetary donation from a person I’ve never met who lives in Hungary.
255. All His promises are YES and AMEN!
256. A renewed focus for 2017!
257. He enlarges my capacity to receive more from Him.
258. I need Thee every hour!
259. Behold! He makes ALL things NEW!
260. Putting behind the past, and moving forward with hope and expectation.

Have you made any goals for this New Year? I would love for you to share in the comments below.

Blooming lavender in a field at sunset in Provence, FranceIt is time to share the glimpses of beauty found this week.
Words written, gratitude given, photos taken, things created — anything that reflects the beauty of God revealed in your ordinary life.
1. Grab the button to place in your post, or simply link back here.
2. Link up with the post permalink, and not just your blog url.
3. Visit and encourage others who link up. We need each other!
4. Share about the link up on Facebook, Instagram or Twitter.
5. Use the hashtag #glimpsesofhisbeauty so that we can find each other’s posts.

 

4 In Glimpses

Unwrapping the Promise of Jesus // Glimpses Link Up

I had a wonderful Christmas with my family.  We met over at my sister’s home on Christmas Eve. There were about 20 of us, including children. We had great food and enjoyed watching the kids open gifts and then we embarked on a traditional white elephant gift exchange.

We woke up early on Christmas morning. Actually, I didn’t go to be until after 2:30AM because I had to pull the cinnamon rolls out of the refrigerator to rise. Then I was up at 6:00AM to cook breakfast for my husband and kids and then we all headed to church for an hour worship service.

Back home to relax in the afternoon and then it was just us and the kids (and our grandson) for dinner. I made this amazing Garlic and Rosemary roast. I’ve made it twice now this season and it’s a huge hit. We enjoyed watching our grandson open his gifts and spending time in a smaller more intimate gathering. Matter of fact, we all wore our pajamas!

Even in my lack, I realize how truly blessed I am. Tonight as I am finally able to sit and relax, I am thinking about the many promises that were given to me by God through His Son, the greatest gift of all.  This most precious baby, born in a cave, laying in a feeding troth.  This child, so small, yet so full of promise.

In Him lies the promise of LIFE to those who accept it.
In Him lies the promise of HOPE to those who hold on to it.
In Him lies the promise of FAITH to those who receive it.
In Him lies the promise of LOVE to those who embrace it.
In Him lies the promise of JOY to those who choose it.
In Him lies the promise of WISDOM to those who seek it.
In HIM lies the promise of GRACE to those who walk in it.
In Him lies the promise of PEACE to those who rest in it.
In Him lies the promise of MERCY to those who give it.

In Him lies the promise of joy to those who choose it. #glimpsesofhisbeauty Click To Tweet

The season of Christmas may be over, but I will continue to unwrap the promises that Jesus, the Child of Promise, has freely given to me.

And now I continue to list the beauty that I’m finding in my every day life.

Glimpses #241-250

241. Christmas luncheon with co-workers.
242. The blessing of a gentle and wise man.
243. My One Word 2017 chosen for me by God.
244. A daughter who loves to wrap all of my gifts.
245. Christmas bonus!
246. The joy of giving.
247. The smiles on children’s faces as they unwrap their gifts.
248. The promise of Christ that continues beyond Christmas.
249. A new rob and slippers.
250. Date night movie tickets, coffee and chocolate.

What promises of Jesus have you unwrapped this Christmas? 

Blooming lavender in a field at sunset in Provence, FranceIt is time to share the glimpses of beauty found this week.
Words written, gratitude given, photos taken, things created — anything that reflects the beauty of God revealed in your ordinary life.
1. Grab the button to place in your post, or simply link back here.
2. Link up with the post permalink, and not just your blog url.
3. Visit and encourage others who link up. We need each other!
4. Share about the link up on Facebook, Instagram or Twitter.
5. Use the hashtag #glimpsesofhisbeauty so that we can find each other’s posts.